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It is the last (also maybe the third) blue October sky of the year and I'm stuck inside.  Stupid H1N1.  I had a fever for less than 24 hours, but I'm still lightheaded and dizzy. 

My parents are out of town and though I'm glad they're seeing the world I do wish I could just pick up the phone and call them.  Murad's been super busy with stuff, and everyone else I know was on screw dates last night (Screw Your Roommate night = set up your roommate on a blind date).  Last night I went just about stir crazy.  I watched a bunch of Netflix Instant Watch stuff, sometimes interrupted to peer at the noisy kids in the parking lot outside my window.  I'm actually becoming the old lonely meddling neighbor lady; bit terrifying, really.

I need to get on stuff.  Put a resume together, figure out a summer job, do lots and lots of homework.  I feel like this one stupid term has tremendous opportunities for me that are slipping through my fingers and this is the one chance I'll ever have to do (what? I don't even know) and I'm messing it up.  It's so stupid.  Gah.  I want to go on a walk.



Nov. 3rd, 2009 09:26 pm (UTC)
Hahaha, power to the cat ladies.

It's weird because I used to hate missing anything (Mariko's brain: Nooo, I'm going to miss something and I won't make friends!) but college parties are le suck so I'm not too bummed about not showing up. But there's a difference between missing parties and being isolated, which I don't care for at all. Fortunately I'm getting reacquainted with the world again.